Retrograde Pat App

[Produced by Tom Misch]

[Verse 1]

Tired of running
Mind steady running tick tock the time steady running
So exhausted I find that I want to take it slow
Trynna save my soul from my egos hold
No letting go like it caught a prey
I just pray, I can get this weight up off my brain
Always getting blazed crossing different strains
Made a promise to myself that I'd refrain
For at least 365 days trynna find my way
Lost up in this maze, caught up in my ways
Everybody born know they gotta make mistakes
My subconscious steady warning me
I gotta feel the pain if I ever want the gains
Life is full of test and its pouring when it rains
Finding bigger treasures than the fortune and the fame
Am I really chasing dreams or the happiness they bring
Going out in public just to practice being sane
Then Im back up in the lab, mac up in my lap
Got my pen and pad, master of my craft
Mind be running wild let my madness out on tracks
Let me snap! I said nigga let me snap
Walking down my path trynna get these demons off my back