Run Away Front Porch Step

I know you left me long ago but I've been longing since you left
To fill this empty space that you created on this lonely bed
And I know its not my fault but I'm the one that's getting hurt
You sit upon your whorish throne while I drown in shit I don't deserve
You left your t shirt in my room. It used to smell like your perfume
I choked up when it was burning but I blamed it on the fumes
And my pulse goes off the charts when I can see you on the streets
I know you ripped my life apart but you won't get what's left of me

So I will run away, and get out of this town in hope I never see your face
And I'll take back my heart and rid my life of you so that my life can finally start

I'm so done with feeling numb that I've been pissing in the breeze
Not matter how much these girls come, they never miss their chance to leave
And I swear you rule my mind, but how I wish you never left
Now I miss you all the time, and I just eat myself to death
You left your t shirt in my room. It used to smell like your perfume
I choked up when it was burning but I blamed it on the fumes. Now I'll run so far away
Maybe ill run until I die, but if my journey ends with that, at least we'll both be satisfied

I saw the beauty in your oak, so I ate the apple from your tree
I thought I had you for myself. How many shared your fruit with me?