Howling Noah Kahan

[Verse 1]
Where to begin?
Oh, let's pretend we never met
So I can disappear a moment
Been trying to swim with both my hands behind my back
My dear I always feared the ocean
And, somehow, this one word in my mouth that's left unspoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I won't admit my parents split when I got sick
But I refuse to be a burden
And I said

[Chorus]
Is there something keeping me here for the minute, darling?
Did you find the key and what is the meaning of it?
'Cause honey, sometimes I feel this emptiness
Howling out

Is there something keeping me here for the minute, darling?
Did I lose my mind and and am I still looking for it?
'Cause I don't know why I feel this emptiness
Howling out
Howling out

[Verse 2]
"You’re not alone" the world is small
And I am sick of all the talk of finding purpose
Love comes and goes
But the big black dog, he trails along
Am I the only one who knows him?
And now
And somehow, I gained 15 pounds, but lost my focus
And I suffocate things slow
Until I'm just the black fly circling my bullshit
Ooh