​older now (it hurts) Field Medic

Light be kind to me
When I wanna hide my face
Death don’t call to me
When I long to be erased
Baby stay with me…
Baby stay
Life be kind to me
Help me live with my mistakes

In my dream i’m home
Waking at my own pace
Grinding coffee bean & boiling water
Breaks the silence
Getting dressed i watch my belly
Tuck into the high waist
I’m older now
It’s hurts me, ow
Owwww

Swore to avoid the mirror
Cuz one look can wreck my day
Tried to quell my fears
Thеn I got mugged & stayed afraid
Tried to makе new friends
But I just don’t fit
I’m an abstract shape
I keep myself company
Like Joni i live in a box of paints