Lost Call Me Karizma

[Verse 1]
I think I fell off the bridge again
Scuffed up my new kicks again
Mama's gonna be pissed again
Start drinking that whiskey when
She says life is daunting
And these dreams of being 10 and better, fucking haunting
As I trap myself on a pantry door
Hearing screams that I can't ignore
Sounds like a fight again
Well, so much for being your antiwar
My auntie swore, my granny swore
They told me mom's in a sanny ward
I asked them what's the beef and they said
Please just stick to candy corn
'Cause pill kill
Said the TV's wrong, so my CDs on
And I'm singing songs about [?]
And I keep it on 'cause they screaming off
Whoa, so is Jesus God, is [?] God
Is my heater off 'cause it's fucking cold
With no other goals except being nine
Now I'm nineteen on tour
Notice I ain't need the support
I'm my own kin, I got no skin
Just a heart, my bones and no friends