​catharsis ​eli. (USA)

Some days I just wish I could stay the same
It'd be easy to remain as one thing
I'm stressed out and so tired of pretending
That I am something I'm not

The internet is abusive, it can be so intrusive
The shit you say carries weight, you fucking pricks
Bet you didn't think about that, huh?
Bet you didn't give a shit though, huh?
You can't fucking think
Mindless entity

Don't tell me what I am
Don't try to box me in
Let me define myself
I am undefined

This is my catharsis, I'm telling you
I've been so god damn repressed
I've been too scared to lose
Some days I wish that I could go back
I wanna feel that want again
Yeah

This is a catharsis, the honest truth
I don't fit the description you want me to
Some days I wish I wasn't alive
I don't understand the point