Lonely On Christmas Twiztid

Yo, finna take yall on the sad side, of the sleigh

[Hook]:
Love this holiday
Just leave me lonely
Let me fade away
I'm finding it hard to try to love this time of year
Just leave me lonely
Let me hide beside my fears

[Verse 1: Monoxide]:
December 25th 1994
3 car pile up on the 2-way road
Only one survived and you already know
That it was me but the driver from the end of his road
Now I'm making phone calls to everyone he knows
Ruinin everybody's holiday spirit but I suppose
They hear it from the poet who made it
Even worse than yall know
I ain't do it to hurt, I'm already feeling lower than dirt
Like I'm leaving the earth
Just to be alone separated from life's birth
The world segregates and leave me to be on this Christmas
Cause it's still a little bit too much to deal with
Alone I sit tryna keep it together
But the more drunk I get the more I remember
That fateful night when you lost your life
And ever since then in my heart Christmas don't feel right