Long Days Jeezy

I can't get the pain away (I can't get the pain away)
Rain drops fall on my face (Rain drops fall on my face)
With every (?) days, All my blue skies have turned to, grey

(Verse 1)
(Young Jeezy)
Take a sip of the Henny, then I hit the dro
Sit back in my Impala, release it slow
Remember like it was yesterday, talking all this drama
Fuck early morning arguing, just me and my mama
Tell me I need to go to school man I'm like fuck that
Left right out the house, headed, right to the trap
But it didn't stop there, it was like it was a curse
Cause as time went on, everything got worse
I started comin in the house, at all times of night
My sister lighting candles cause we ain't got no lights
I know you thinking "Damn but hold up Peep"
It's the middle of the winter, and we ain't got not heat
I knew something was wrong, ain't nobody been here my ass
Man one of y'all motherfuckers done been up in my stash
You just stood there, crazy, like "Who you talkin' to?"
Then I said them five words; "Bitch I'm talkin' to you"!
How could your own creation, talk to you that way
How could your child, talk to you that way
I swear I couldn't explain, the pain in your eyes
You just stood there silent, like you was hypnotized
Every time I think about it, it just makes me weak
How that one tear, just rolled down your cheek
I done got a little older, there's a lot of things I realize
With every five in my body momma I really apologize