Eyes Wide Shut Grafhic (Ft. K-Toxin)

Verse 1: Grafhic
I spend every waking moment
Wishing i couldn’t wake another moment
Cuz the smell of air makes me nauseous
The thought of still being alive makes me wanna huff exhaustion
I'm exhausted and I been struggling for too long
Trying to deciypher lyrics in my head just to write this song
But my mind is broken
Yea snapped in half
Eyes ripped out like which craft
So now I’m blind and i can’t think
Seal my lips now i can’t speak
Now as the cold air comes over me
Consuming me thoroughly
I begin to think
Maybe it's not meant to bе
No pulse in me from what I can see
Walking through this life blindеd
Memories of the words they stated
You can be anything you want to be
But I'm a dead man walking
Literally dead my lips don't move when I'm talking
Now they say I can be greatness cause I come from nothing
But look at me sitting here begging for something
What's it worth anyway
When you can't exist in any shape or human form
Walking amongst the people but I wasn't born
Acting like a being but my bodies worn
And my disease filled Brain is torn
Begging for a fix from a bum
Destroying myself just to feel numb