Conflicted Mind Mikey Jay (Ft. Coldplay)

[Hook - Coldplay]
Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
It's all part of the plan
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Anyway you can

[Verse 1]
I grew aware of my motivation
I found my own destination
I was growing up, losing family too
This happens to everyone, nothing new
But when I get a Grammy, no recognition
But when I'm gone, my keys in the ignition
I won't look back on fonder days
Those people hope I ponder my ways
God tells me to forgive, but I can't
My pride tells me to forget, I'm the man
In charge of my glory, don't need approval
Pay homage to a young blood, tribunal
And by God, a man scorned by time
Only does great or leads a life of crime
Keep your eyes on your bread, don't mind
The howls of the beasts who trail behind
Can't follow orders, I remain leading
Sacrifice myself to a greatness that I'm bleeding