Meant To Die The Used

Past midnight, breathing in the dark
Same strange friend comes to visit
Never intend to open the door

You take it to places that no one's ever been
You let it, you let it, your insides caving in
You pushed and pulled, still wanting some more

This time, I've gone all the way
Without you
There's nothing more I can say

So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it helps to know, I never let you go
Sure, I lost my mind
But I never really meant to die

Last heartbeat's fading in the night
Only expecting darkness
Surprised to wake and follow the light

The second you let it become a part of you
You'll never forget it, no matter what you do
You lost it all, still wanting some more