Heisenberg Our Hollow, Our Home

I won't acknowledge this defeat as a weakness of my own
I must absolve this trail of thought. I will never let it consume me
I've been here time & time before. I'm so close to the edge, afraid of letting it go
My fears dictate what I should believe. This can't be happening
Counting fleeting days, over & over again
Watching moments pass until the end
I'll watch the sun rise. This fued will subside, it cannot survive
Can you tell me how we've come so far (how did we get this far) without ever knowing who we are
How was I to know that it would turn out this way, & every step I've taken have all just been in vein
& I should know that my heavy heart is in a phase that will never last forever
Oh I would wait for a lifetime just to watch you fade away
As the days, they turn to night, time will keep on passing by, & still this fued continues...
I will stand tall. We will stand tall
Well death it beckons, but it won't find me. I will make my own path