​refrain / decide midwxst

[Part I: refrain]

[Verse 1]
Girl, don't refrain
The words that you wanna say
Try to help and you push me away
When I offered out my hand
When I said I was your friend
When you said, "We need to end," that shit hurt
Was it all my fault?
Don’t know what I did wrong
I tried to be strong
But my mind's stuck in awe
And I don't know if that will change (Oh)

[Chorus]
I've been fighting
You've been hiding from all your problems
I'm indecisive, way too violent
Surprised I'm not falling
Damned out my pride
I still hate my life
But time still passes by
And I pray I survive

[Verse 2]
I'm insecure, I hate my face, my life is a mess
I try, but all the little things still get to my head
Come and suppose, unfriend, some went ghost
Baby, my eyes were closed, and they won't ever open again