Real Thing (dEd version) Lights

[Verse 1]
Everyday I try, it gets a little harder
Tryna keep my head, head above water
Stumbling, fumbling, falling to my knees
Praying I will get a better day please
I-I can't ignore
I'm halfway out the door
But I just want
To feel you more

[Chorus]
I'm looking for the real thing
Always looking for the real thing
But tell me, is the real thing
Even a real thing?
(Real thing, real thing)

[Verse 2]
Fuck you when you fuck me over
But I'll be here to hold when you call me over
I wanna feel alright (Alright)
So, let's stay up all night (All night)
Every time I leave it gets a little harder
Scared to touch the fire, but I wanna get higher
Wandering, wondering if I'll ever be
Capable of seeing what's in front of me (Front of me)