Even if it Kills Me Chino XL

[Verse 1]
Momma don't want me to be a rapper no more
She want me to be an actor plus an entrepreneur
I'm still raw, make your dog need a chiropractor
Biggest balls, most courage that this game's ever saw
Now who want it with Conan, no man
Find yourself in soft sand to your glands
With no chance floating in oceans with no hands
With plans to land abortions on grown men
Distortion got my name blown out of proportion
Been forced into fame ever since I was orphaned
Awesome 'til I'm in my coffin
Dressed up, bullets screaming like seven babies that's left in a dumpster
Niggas murdered over music, at the funerals
The priest that knows of these beefs ends his sermon
When I see y'all niggas back in a minute, my anger infinite eternally
And love Jesus so much? Meet him personally
I'll make a nigga Crip-walk naturally
Make him do Rock's People Eyebrow permanently
Only fuck with a woman if it benefit me
X and amphetamine fiend, energy like I took 20 Xanadrine
Serene, verbal marine, curdle your dream
Disgusting like Ed Gein
Bury your team, burial things, screaming lyrics filthy
Seething spirits tell me to spit shit, even if it kills me