Spilled Milk Vinnie Paz (Ft. Eamon)

[Verse 1: Vinnie Paz]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
My papa was my hero, I was always by his side
And when I acted out of pocket, he would always let it slide
I can't say all the time, I took a couple L's
He went upside my head when I was putting him through hell
His first heart attack, I was 6 years old
They ain't let me near the hospital, that shit too cold
So I waited by the door hoping he would get home
And I was scared that he would die and we'd be left all alone
And I remember that when mommy brought you home, I was quiet
Showing you the things around the crib like you forgot 'em
The doctors told you you would be good if you would chill
So stop smoking stogies, pop, you know they make you ill
But you ain't want to listen, you was always being stubborn
And that's the type of shit you let slide when you love 'em
You ain't changed your diet and you stayed smoking Winston's
You can't make a strong-willed man change his vision
Sometimes you think something is when it isn't
He was gonna die, and that was his decision
I could never do the same in his condition
He left three sons and a wife in that position

[Chorus: Eamon]
The ones we hurt when we leave
The lies we live and believe
You got to learn to step up
And be the man that they trust