Back On My Feet The Colleagues (Ft. Gomey & Rittz)

[Chorus: Gomey, Rittz]
Try to get right, but I just keep missin'
Try to hold tight, but I fall more distant (Yeah)
Been forever lonely
Know these dark times ain't for the weak (Oh)
I've been thru fire and hell
So I don't believe in fairy tales
But I'm back on my feet
And that is enough for me

[Verse 1 : Rittz]
Trynin' hard to get back on my feet
When I'm losin' my strength (Strength)
Feelin' weak, no use from my limbs (Limbs)
They tell me when it rained it poured
I'm walkin' thru a monsoon and I'm drenched (Drenched)
I done did so much dirt I was due for a rinse
But I'm usin' the booze for a cleansе
My wife feel like she thе muse for the music
I'm bein' mentally abusive again
Steady usin', a bruise on the skin
Moved and I've been so reclusive
Losin' my friends
People look at you (?) from the outside
And get a twisted point of view from a glimpse
Started sweatin', see the light at the end of the tunnel
I can't when I'm spinnin' in the bowels of the funnel
Cloud I created, try to bow while I'm prayin'
Cried out, I'm afraid I might drown in a puddle
Of my tear drops, runnin' down my beard like the Smirnoff
Lookin' out the window from the (?)
Shocked that I'm here
Guards reappear here and there
I can hear cries from the other inmates in the psych ward
Got me in PC, suicide watch
Still can't believe my old life gone
God I know I need to right all my wrongs
I'm tryin'