Riptide One Hope

I'm crashing like the
Waves that used to keep me hoping
Pulled in riptide i'm
Losing sight of my main focus
I've burnt to ash
Tryna keep my flame lit
Watching these walls cave in
Promise me i'll make it

This dissonance it hurts
Nothing ever seems to work
Is this esoteric as it seems?

In another life
I'd have more time
To do this right
Give it my full fight
Could you give me a sign?
I need hope i'm alive
Is this all asinine?
Cause i'm falling under
Riptide

How could i be myself?
When everyone wants to be someonе else
We'rе racing the clock like our times run out
Is this fate or everchanging?
I'm fiending to catch my breath
Ripping these feelings right off my chest
Refract the thought that i did my best
I'm suffocating, i can't take it