CLOSE MY EYES 2 Parker Jack & Chyde

[Chorus: Parker Jack]
About time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?

[Verse 1: Parker Jack]
I’m sorry to mom I know that you’re sad
That I’m only calling when life’s getting bad
The son that you wanted was not what you got
And the father I needed was not what I had
The life that we’re living it broke us together
Meanwhile I was wishing it’d hold us together
I’m sorry I’m down, I’m sorry I’m stressed
I’m fucking my life up I’m way too deprеssed
This is not us, definitely not mе
This is not what I was wanting to be
I’m sorry I’m messing it up and I’m stressing us both
With the pressure I’m holding inside
I wanna die but I don’t wanna leave
Just kill all the stress that I feel in my life
The person you knew isn’t here, man he died
I wish that you had a chance to say goodbye

[Bridge: Parker Jack]
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn’t climb back up
I’m sorry mom I’m not the perfect son
Tried my best but now I think I’m done
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