Doubting Thomas Nickel Creek

[Verse 1]
What will be left when I've drawn my last breath?
Besides the folks I've met and the folks who know me
Will I discover a soul-saving love
Or just the dirt above and below me?

[Chorus]
I'm a doubting Thomas
I took a promise
But I do not feel safe
Oh me of little faith

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I pray for a slap in the face
Then I beg to be spared cause I'm a coward
If there's a master of death
I bet he's holding his breath
As I show the blind and tell the deaf about his power

[Chorus]
I'm a doubting Thomas
I can't keep my promises
Cause I don't know what's safe
Oh me of little faith

[Bridge]
Can I be used to help others find truth?
When I'm scared I'll find proof that it's a lie
Can I be led down a trail dropping bread crumbs?
To prove I'm not ready to die