Exhausted Fudasca (Ft. Laeland & Rxseboy)

[Verse 1: Rxseboy]
Honestly, I'm exhausted
Why is my society so toxic?
My sobriety affecting me like I was standin' in a mosh pit
I just think I'm runnin' out of options
Everyone the opposite
Hoping they don't see me as a college kid
'Cause most of them don't even know what knowledge is
I'm rippin' up my scholarships
I just wanna be an artist now
And I know they'll prolly hate me, say I'm watered down
I don't got any trophies, I'm stuck on the shelf
Every day is my battle, I'm only fighting myself
If I was ever deployed I think I'd write to myself
They say they want mе to fail, I'm not receiving no help
I'm not wantеd, haunted by every comment
I promise I'm being honest, they steady working for honor
I never could be a starter, they breaking through all my armor
And maybe I'm just a joke, I should've been workin' harder

[Chorus: Laeland]
Tell me, okay
It won't stop the pain
Life continues this way
And I am drowning, so
Call me lonely
Call me messed up
I'm just tired of this world
And I'm tired of myself