Falling Stars OmenXIII (Ft. J Trauma)

[Verse 1: OmenXIII]
I do not need your attention
I do not want your affection
Where were you when I was empty?
Where were you when I was helpless?
Desperate, lonely, senseless and I’m frozen
Reckless and I’m broken
Where were you before I was omen?
Emotion motion, like the ocean flowin’ slowly through my eyelids
Open, close em’, and I’m fading
Changing life is not the same
A game just ain’t a game
I breathe but I’m not alive
A slaver to my own mind
I seek but I cannot find and I re but I cannot wind
Reminisce can’t turn back time
So now I look to the future and I try to see some light

I’m spending time waiting for you
And you never came
So now it’s just not the same
So just know it’s not the same
I’m spending time waiting for you
And I’m still waiting in the same old place with the same old [?]
On my fucking face
It’s just not the same