Sober (Demi Lovato Remix) Ekoh

[Verse 1: Ekoh]
Yeah, feeling sick again
Swore the last time was the last time
But look at me on a slip again
Wish I was different but it's always the same
So strained a feeling of that withdrawal pain
And all my friends they don’t understand
It's been a minute since you got a bag maybe it wasn't that bad
And you can just have one now
And I’ll be taking one balloon so high I'll never come down

So wake me when it's over I got to try to fix this
I'll call you when I'm sober or when I'm not resistant
I'm sorry that you love me, I know you hate it
Fucked up when I stopped being grateful and got complacent
I'm only high ’cause I been feeling this low
And that’s the only make it back to normal I suppose
And I know you think I'm perfect but all of that’s a facade
And trying to hide how I been feeling is lonelier than I thought
So put the bottle down, I really don't trust what I do
I make the worst decisions sober that's the fucking truth
'cause I don’t take the first hit when I'm already blitzed
I take it clear headed uncomfortable in my fucking skin
You don't know what I've done
I swear to god that if you did
Then your heart would be broken into a million pieces
Had it all but I lost it in a blink
Afraid to ask for help 'cause I'm afraid of what you think