If I Can’t Slow Down Ricky Hil

[Intro]
The only thing they could ever ask me is why I feel like I'm worthy of making music period
Why do I put out so many songs
Why, why am I doing this period, I have no reason to do this
But what I tell them back, if they understood a ounce of the pain that I've been through or the life that I've lived
Then they would find some way to understand why I would never stop doing this
They could never fucking slow me down

[Verse 1]
They'll never know the way I feel
Like we're living in the unreal
You see my baby she is unreal
The best is the only way I make her feel
I wanna hold you
Make you cry away the pain
They don't know you
Therefore they can never feel the same
Like Glenville, every day it rains
While I was raised right on Leonard Lane
I swear my mama invented pain
Left marks on the wall but my heart stain
Went insane when Uncle Billy died
I was only ten and I thought of suicide
When I feel like that now I think of you and I
"I'll always be there for you", you reply
And now I look into the mirror
And my brain gets darker but my mind gets clearer
She said kill it Rick, you can hear
If you didn't know now I won't slow down