Sinner pt. 3 Remix IZZY

I want to tell you how i feel but i can't find the words
It sucks going through this pain cause i was fine at first
I'm trying to show you my all feelings why you hiding yours
See I've been hurt by other people but this time its worse
We choose to give our all to people who that dont give us nothing
I'm trying not to lose myself but i can feel it coming
That's why i'm drinking till i'm numb and i ain't feeling nothing
Even if you tell them why you do it they still end up judging
I see the evil in this world that's why i'm scared to feel
I know in life there's ups and downs like a ferris wheel
But all my lowest points in life got me embarrassed still
I thought the devil came with horns this whole time he was wearing heels
And i did see the closest people to me lose my trust
So now i'm acting distant from the ones i used to love
We always do the most people for people that dont do enough
We lose our self and end up drinking liquor or start using drugs
I try to pray to god, i really call his name
I wanna be myself again but i'm just not the same
I know this liquor been killing me but it stops the pain
Lately i've been stuck inside my ways but know i wanna change
Feeling like a disappointment all these expectations
This music shit is killing me i call that dedication
My sober thoughts are the reason i need this medication
I pray to god to forgive me while standing next to satan

I see you running into the woods
Trying to find your little jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost (x2)