‌losin my mind Yung Gus

[Intro]
Yo
Feel like I'm goin' crazy
I don't know man, I don't know
*Sigh*
The fuck?
I've never felt like this, yo
I've never felt like this

[Verse 1]
Yo
They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
But I've been chillin' over yonder
And that bitch still don't want me
Around her
I should have left her where I found her
In that shitty ass diner, standin' by the counter
Damn, I remember how she looked and how she sounded
The way her eyes gleamed, and it seemed only good things surrounding
We sat and chatted over chowder
'Bout sex, religion, music, and Jamaican showers
This was love
Made me want to spend every waking hour with her, picking flowers out the mud
She told me meet her at the Franklin Towers with some bud
Grabbed the herb and paid for the grub
I thought I told you this was love
The next few months were barely unconsequential
They were beautiful, which left me feeling overall resentful
Aggravated with mad confusion in the mental
Like screws into my temple, and shoes that's made of pencils
Like too rough is too gentle
Like standin' nude on a stage during rains that's torrential
Feelin' like her life is confidential
Paranoia is a bitch and often proves detrimental
Over some shit that's usually coincidental
But I believe that life is existential
Like, one thing leads to another
Like an X chromosome lead to a son or a brother
Like a folded phone number usually lead to a lover
And when she find out you cheatin', you'll be duckin' for cover