Heavy Heart You Am I

Been watching so much TV
I'm thinner than I should be
I'm like a waterlogged ball
That no one wants to kick around anymore
An all-day morning hairdo
That no comb can get through
It's all granola and beer
And a calling card and a silk cut souvenir

I miss you like sleep
And there's nothing romantic 'bout the hours I keep
The morning's when it starts
I don't look so sharp
Now I've got a heavy heart

Talk a lot about football
And girls I kissed in grade four
I piss off my friends
I'm diggin' a hole, just staring at the floor
Now every t-shirt's got a wine stain
I'm lovin' cigarettes again
I know every tune about guys and girls, and hurts and hearts, and moons

I miss you like sleep
And there's a-nothin' romantic about the hours I keep
It's the, the mornings when it starts
It don't look so good
Now I've got a heavy heart