Never Lost Word JubyPhonic

Oh mirror mirror on the wall
You say good morning after all
I still look awful, but it’s really nothing new
My hair a mess, my mouth a frown
The way I walk and move around
I’m really tired of it all and hate
How it’s my fate to lose

Holding onto thoughts I can’t convey
Yet have so much that I want to say
But when I’d try to, nothing ever came to be
Today I’m looking at the ground
Again, I lose the words I found
“So now, can’t even greet us?” they would sigh
“The poor thing”

In my garden, there lives a pretty dogwood tree
Looking on, I could feel envy envelope me
What a terrible child compared to blooming trees
Now I know I’m no good at all, I wanna fade
Fade from the world I saw

Because the world is full of riddles and mysteries
Wishing for “normal” is like chasing a pipe dream
Choking on every word, I can’t reply
It’s really dumb, I breathe and start to cry
Tripping and falling every time, so clearly
I’m getting tired of the world around me
An early bud is growing weak and falls
Without a word, she still couldn’t find them at all