Smiling Upside Down Noga Erez - נגה ארז

[Verse 1]
Six in the morning, I chew my lips, slipping a pill, but I get no sleep
Grief is my sickness, I'm calling sick, me and my mind playing on repeat
Every day, new guy, new bar, new drink
New drug, new story, new line, new prey
You left so early, you killed our dreams
I cry new tears that I feel the same
Miss you, I miss you, I live in hell
Passed out on the pillow that has your smell
While everybody says you're in a better place
I'm just dreaming of ways I could join you there

[Pre-Chorus]
Give mе just one sign, let me know onе time
Am I just talking to myself?
Are you with Gandhi, Bowie, mom?
Are you okay?

[Chorus]
You ask me why (Why)
I'm always smiling upside down (Down)
Told you when I'm happy, it burns
Been staring at the sun (At the sun)
Too long, staring at the sun
I don't know why