Everything Atmosphere

[Verse 1]
When I was younger, I didn't think that I would live
For as long as I've been living it
And I ain't saying I expected to die before that number got high
Just never deliberately considered it, go figure it
Who'da known I'd 'a had so many kids
And the first one's grown n' doesn't answer his phone
The third sun from the stone got me supposing
I'm supposed to focus on keeping this home
Outta foreclosure from all four corners
Feels like I'm riding on an old roller-coaster
The ghost of Christmas sober
Mostly, but I'mma overdose on these four leaf clovers
You can dance like a crash survivor
You can laugh or cry, whatever pacifies you
Funny how time flies
Till my family sets my raft on fire

[Hook]
I don't pretend to be cool, don't pretend to be young
I don't pretend to be smart, don't pretend to be dumb
I don't pretend to be hard, don't pretend to be first
And most of all I don't pretend to be concerned
I don't pretend to be rich, don't pretend to be broke
I don't pretend to be asleep, don't pretend to be woke
I don't pretend to be deep, don't pretend to be clean
I’m everything and everything that's in between