Lost Visual 156/Silence

You'll never say my name in solacement
It's all paranoia infested in my brain
I wish I could reject this interior pain

I brace, I crawl, I pace, I fall
It's all I won't ever fail at, I've never been worse off
I race my clocks, I chase my thoughts with all of this lovely poison I'll never get enough
Fucked up all of this life
I just repeat with no sense of direction
Fucked up, I won't deny
I plea for calmness, I plea for composure

It's always floating up above my head
I pick the pieces up to throw them away
It festers onward with the pressuring
I feel the thunder underneath my skin

Please don't look now
I'm servile to ghosts around me
I feel like a prisoner
I profess my disgust with those around me
I'll never believe in anyone but myself
I press my luck with every decision
I can't stand this for much longer than I should
I could break away from all of this and free from
Free from
Free from
Free from what?
Hell