Distant Above Average

Verse 1:
I never thought I'd be the kinda guy to do this
But truth is, I'm in over my head with this music
It's tragic how i got all of my eggs in one basket
But tell me to rearrange them your askin to get your ass kicked

That's it. Wish I could go back like magic
Friends are disappearing like a rabbit in the hat trick
Feelin like I'm spongebob, without my homie Patrick
I’m bat shit insane opposite of fantastic

Unhappily lackin apathy
As my raps gain fast vast mass rapidly
Slackin on my sanity. Ignorin my family
The ones who love me are casualties of tragedy

That is how it has to be. I wish it was a fallacy
Pushing folks away always seems to be my strategy
All these people mad at me
Tunnel vision avidly
I hope gradually this eventually pays my salary
I’ll stack that cheese

Pre-Hook (x2):
Ayo I’m gettin frickin sick of tryna fit in
You think that you’re the only other person with opinions
I’m never quitin on a mission in this business
This big risk, got me feelin ever so distant