Letter to God REASON

[Verse 1]
Look this is my letter to God, listen I gotta lot of shit on my mind
I know that this ain't how it works but I figured it's fine
'Cause you know what I'm going through I ain't even got to tell it
But I'll say it anyway if it will help it
Moms told me I should communicate with you more and start repentin'
And come to you when I'm in trouble, well like now I'll admit it
I been havin' loyalty issues, chasin' different women
This last chick I went inside I wasn't even rubber blimpin'
Now that's my first mistake but the second is why I'm trippin'
I pulled out like usual but I left something extra in it
And she's in love with you so she thinks abortion is a sin
And we were sinnin' when we did the shit so what's the fuckin' difference
I apologize you deserve respect and I should show it
But this is ruinin' my life and this bitch don't even know it
Damn, and I barely even know this bitch
And what makes it worse is that my girl don't even know this shit

[Chorus]
Not a doubt in my mind
I need you to give me strength to know things will be alright
'Cause right now I feel so lonely
It like an [?]
I know we don't have the best relationship
But right now I can't take this shit
Sometimes it makes no sense
So I'm writin' this letter to you