Renegade World War Me

[Verse 1]
I had a million dollar dream while living in a basement
I swore to ma and pop that I would never be complacent
Or hit em with the same shit
Heard that it was outdated
I had to grow up a little before I made it
I'm sorry if I was gone for a minute I had to re-up
Alleviate my mental before I got on an instrumental
I try to keep it steady my demons can get the best of me
I try to keep it steady my demons can get ahead of me

[Pre-Chorus]
I medicate, medicate
I never seem to hesitate, hesitate
I think I need to meditate, meditate
I gotta get my self out of my way

[Chorus]
I'm just a Renegade
No I don't owe an apology
Cause we're the damned and the deadweight
Hit like a hand grenade
Laced with a broken psychology
We've been condemned in the best way

[Verse 2]
Yuh
And I could try to be inspiring
But I would rather keep it real and write the shit that I feel
Cause I don't need you to admire me
Yeah if I'm being honest it's been getting kinda tiring
One day, one day
I'ma try to make it out but I'm dazed in this haze where you left me
Some say that I'm trying to impress
But I'm just trying to get this off my chest
Look
I'm at a split with reality
Fuck it my personality
Is hanging at the balance I'm tryin to pull this shit outta me
And if they ask if I'm 2nd, 3rd or 4th ay
I'll take a fifth to the face until I'm 1st place