Been Here Before The Plot In You

[Verse 1]
So I'm thinking
How am I the one breathing?
Went as far as me bleeding
I don't think that you know
Yeah, I'm feeling
Paranoid you might see it
Hide away for good reason
Keep away from you all

[Chorus]
Stay 'cause you need it
Break for the feeling
Take what you need from my soul
It's insane how we made it
Ashamed, but I'm chasing
Hate that I've been here before

[Verse 2]
If you hate this
Try and say that you're blameless
Run away as I face it
Everything is my fault
Yeah, I'm speechless
Pushing through like I need this
Made me question my genius
Made me feel like I have no purpose at all