Internal Torment II Paradise Lost

As you stare into the depths of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured by the horror
Standing on a plain of desolation
The streams of frozen mist are shattered by the Sun
Travel through the uncaring skies
Prepare for this defeat
Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever
Is it just the darkness that greets all our pleas?

Trapped in my skull sanity's locked inside
Can't express my feelings the pain I must hide
My body possessed by an unseen force
Crippled for life
As I try to speak my voice
No physical pain you will feel
Is this mental insanity real?

No future an obscenity
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul

Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why?
Not allowed to make decisions
If only I could tell them all
I can think