I swallowed five silver dollars and was a prince painting flowers for an evening Field Medic

Feeling suicidal enough to know that i've been drinking
I swallowed 5 silver dollars and was a prince painting flowers for an evening
I lost another lovers sympathy
Because i'm ill equipped for adventure
I lost another lover's sympathy
Being an cold hearted boy with no direction
Killing myself just to kill time
Blue feathers fall from my mouth i'm choking
Sitting sideways appearing pretty
Confusing displays of emotion
That rose tucked in the clouds
Hawaiien melodies
Say you could skate forever over that glass eyed ocean
But i'm seeing mountains with such clarity
Like you could fuck up your whole life in just one moment
I hope that it's worth it

Sinful delights are now kept small
But remain constant
And i took our picture out of that frame of daises you made me
I can't use it ever again but i'm gonna keep it
My golden talisman it laughs at me
It says; "this is just another calculated outburst"
But i'm seeing mountains with such clarity
Like you could fuck up your whole life
With just one outburst
I hope that it's worth it