Part of Me Disturbed

[Verse 1]
I never wanted to be like this
I never wanted to feel anything
I never asked for anyone to penetrate my heart
You were the one that made me like this
And now I long to have a reckoning
I feel defeated from the feeling I've been torn apart
Oh

[Chorus]
You were a part of me, you've taken everything
I see the future and it's crumbling right in front of me
You were a part of me, you've taken everything
And now I live with a lie

[Verse 2]
I never wanted to feel hopeless
But now I'm terrified of everything
I'm finding comfort as I run away into the dark
I walk around just feeling lifeless
I fantasize destroying everything
Hoping that the deconstruction can repair my heart
Oh

[Chorus]
You were a part of me, you've taken everything
I see the future and it's crumbling right in front of me
You were a part of me, you've taken everything
And now I live with a lie