Crummy Dubich (Ft. 99ZED)

[Verse 1: Dubich]
Crummy been the feeling
Dubich need to do some healing
I've been looking unappealing
Got my throw up to the ceiling
On the realest I've been reeling back my punches and my dreams and lunging out
At myself 'cause I'm being such a friend
I'm the only cause of my problems
Kinda wanna solve them with a shotgun
I'm too busy counting all my flaws up
(Dubich ain't a nigga I been fond of)
I've been patiently waiting to say, "Hey look, mom, we made it"
But all the hate in my brain has got me self deprecating
It's being over my grave and I know I cannot be saved
When I can no longer stay in silence in any location
Got a big gun up on me, be cautious
Nigga dvd because it
Self love, but I got the concept
I don't wanna be honest
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Burn up my test so toxic
This my brother, yet he's thoughtless
Stop be acting goddess
You can't see
I got one too many demons tryna overrun me
One too many loved ones I tryna shanty
'Cause they can't see
That everyday I'm overcome with grief, like