​afterlife Chloe Ament

[Verse 1]
Last night I lost a friend of a friend
With all this talk about the afterlife
Survivors guilt is setting in
Going on my third hour of lying in my bed
As I lay and watch the ceiling fan spin around again

[Chorus]
Thinking about nothing
Mind weighed down by everything
Oh, and why am I the lucky one
What set my apart from all the hurt of humanity
All the pains of growing up

[Verse 2]
Went for a walk at three AM
I couldn't sleep
I had a dream that I was fallin'
From a lighthouse straight into the sea
The water's cold as ice
The wind bites with her teeth
Tearing down each happy memory
Piece by piece by piece by piece 'til I'm

[Chorus]
Thinking about nothing
I swear my mind's weighed down by everything
Oh, and why am I the lucky one
What set my apart from all the hurt of humanity
All the pains of growing up