Disorder Goldfinger

[Verse 1]
My little story's growing way too long
I've had to suffer enough to write this song
And if I get the chance. I'll tell you how it feels
'Cause in this sick old head, the pain is way to real

[Chorus]
So I fall down, I don't know if I can make it up this time
I know I want to, but it gets harder every time
And if it's easier to give up everything
I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain

[Refrain]
'Cause it's been hard
Yeah, it's been hard, yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
I sit there at the bar, I wonder what I've done
Should I just fuck it all or should I go back home?
'Cause if I take that drink, I might as well just die
And if I kill myself, I'd be giving up my try

[Chorus]
So I fall down, I don't know if I can make it up this time
I know I want to, but it gets harder every time
And if it's easier to give up everything
I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain