Second Best Issues

[Intro]
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best
Alive is all I am
Alive is all I am

[Verse 1]
The pain is too surreal, but I'm far from numb
Nothing can explain the way I feel (So I run)
Breaking down to save myself
Like all my friends, I burn my lips
On cigarettes 'cause I refuse to let them end

[Pre-Chorus]
You say it gets better
But I don't wanna hear it
Wanna learn the hard way

[Chorus]
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
Go bother somebody else
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
And let me live in my hell
The last thing I need
Is for someone to walk out on me
I think that I'm just second best
I think that I'm just second best