Tired Melly Hikachi

Nigga I'm tired
I wanna start me a riot
I hold emotions inside
Rock bottom surviving
Thinking is there a God
Huh
I said nigga I'm tired
Systemic deprived
Don't know my purpose in life
I gotta fake me a smile
I live but I ain't alive

I'm so sick of tired of being sick and tired
Sometimes I overthink while I sit in silence
It's always
"You don't make enough"
"You need better credit"
"You need more experience"
Meanwhile down and out I'm tryna sprout blessings
Feeling hectic, finished, shreddеd, living deaded
Pleasе send me a medic
And everyone I know floats on a thin line of depression
Collection of broken hearts and loss of connection
Just another lonely soul hoping for acceptance
Adding lessons as a adolescent
Stressing
I try to live my life peaceful yall are so deceitful
Naïve of me to think you'd treat me equal
Just seeing police knowing that they see me evil
Reasons I get so nervous like that could be me too
I'm not even lethal
Hurting for my people