Vigil in a Wilderness of Mirrors Fish (Rock)

Listen to me just hear me out, if I could have your attention
Just quieten down for a voice in the crowd
I get so confused I don't understand
I know you feel the same way you've always wanted to say
But you don't get the chance, just a voice in the crowd

I don't know the score anymore; it's not clear anymore
I can't tell right from wrong anymore; I just don't understand
I was sitting here thinking of exchanging a new world for old
Like changing channels on the tv, or the dirt we stand in to gold

When I was young, my father told me just the bad guys die
At the time just a little white lie
It was one of the first but it hurt me the most
And the truth stung like tears in my eye
That even the good guys must die
There's no reasoning no crimes and I never knew why
Even now it still makes me cry

If there's somebody up there could they throw me down a line
Just a little helping hand just a little understanding
Just some answers to the questions that surround me now
If there's somebody up there could they throw me down a line
Just a little guiding light to tell wrong from right
Just some answers to the questions that I'm asking you
I keep a vigil in a wilderness of mirrors
Where nothing here is ever what it seems
You stand so close but you never understand it
For all that we see is not what it seems, am I blind?