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I would talk about it
I don't think that I can run with it in my way
Cause I don't know when if I can cope without and I don't know if you would find me out
And could you tell me what would soften
And I will be honest
Cause I don't think that I can be
For you when you're not for me
Just tell me how I live for no one
Tell me how you sleep every night
Cause I don't know if I can have it
And I don't know if it's awful
And I don't know if I can try it
When you wanna be so hostile