Boulder Navy Blue

[Verse]
I step foot in the past, I resist
Then I left my mask in the wind
My heart won't break from within
Take time, I'ma crash in the crypt
That's a heavy boulder to lift
Living isn't growing older, it's
Being present in the moment, it's
Seeing being sober a gift
No one taught me how to harness the fall
On the edge, when it's costly to slip
Before you learn to run, gotta crawl
I swear I felt it all in the midst
Of bein' who I want
And bein' who I thought was a kid
Heard a whisper through the wall
But I never threw his God in the bin
I'm retrieving what I lost
My sanity, what I confessed on a whim
Wasn't even all gone
I only knew the dawn to repent
Subconscious exhaustion
No bite for the barking
Whose life on the market?
It's peak and it's costly to bargain
Northern the margin, it's close but it feel like the farthest
Keep shooting for the stars
It's a life beyond the means of your darkness
The beauty of the rose that he hold, but the thorn is the sharpest
I can go where the shadow don't
I'll atone the apartness
I'll atone the apartness