throw it up* glaive

Lyrics from Twitch Livestream

[Intro]
(If we falter now, then those lives wouldn't have been lost in vain)
If you got a problem with me, you can just tell Chris about it
I don't give a shit about it, I don't even think about it, huh
Yeah, gotta keep my wits about it
Haven't seen my mother in some months, I feel her arms around me
Oh-oh, if a God's around me
Look me in my eyes, I don't know you, you know all about me
Never tried to end my life, but of course I fucking thought about it

[Bridge]
(Used to try to and kill my—)
(Friends, just with the drug addict, fuck)
Huh, throw it up, throw it up, throw it up
Huh, huh, huh, huh
I can't help but fight to live it all again
Got confident and we prospering
I'm friends, just with the drug addict
I'm friends, just with the drug addict, fuck
Man, I'm friends, just with the drug addict, like, fuck

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, I can fight to live it all again
Got confident and we prospering
I'm friends, just with the drug addict (Fuck)
Yeah, I just made the call again, like, fuck
​slowsilver soldier fighting, throw it up