RESTORE blackwinterwells (Ft. midwxst)

[Pre-Chorus: blackwinterwells]
All this time I spent afraid of something that's not real
Tired of feeling sick when I wake up I need to take a

[Chorus: blackwinterwells & 8485]
Stand back from all this I'm wounded
Can't stop from feeling so useless
I just need to keep looking ahead, ahead

[Verse 1: blackwinterwells]
Eyes keep falling down
It's so hard to shake a frown
I let everybody down
Why are you never around

[Verse 2: midwxst]
I found myself
I can't even look myself in the mirror
Ay, sometimes I wish I didn't exist
I wish I could disappear
And I don't know what I should think
I drown myself out when I sing
Feel like I'm always in a dream
My thoughts come out and then they sink
Sit down with my thoughts and recollect, I'm such a mess
I get the strangest feeling when I see you in my chest
And I already know I'm not your first choice or your best
But I want you to know that I am not like all the rest
Guess they know I can not disguise
This feeling in my heart inside
I follow my thoughts late at night
Want you to stay, don't say goodbye
I'm sick and tired, I won't try
No tears are fallin', I won't cry
Just disappointed at myself
Won't move on with my fucking life