Speak Of Rain Lil Xtra

[Verse 1]
Why do you always speak of rain like it's not falling?
She says she loves when seasons change but she can’t stand autumn
She spoke about the rain and I heard the thunder
The undertow it came and it pulled me under
Yes, it pulled me under
As she pulled me under
As she pulled me under

[Chorus]
I took your call out on the porch
I need to hear what you have to say
I know you said this call was private
But you're on speaker anyways
And I can't see you there from half across the world
But I feel it every time she says "I hate you"
"I hate you"

[Verse 2]
I’ve been thinking about all the things that you said, and I think that you're wrong but I'm fucked in the head so I guess, I could be wrong and it's all for the best, wrote you a song, I was feeling depressed
I'm sorry I'm always so fucking upset
Sorry, I can't work it out in my head
But everyone's leaving, only know I’m breathing when I feel the heart beating there in my chest

She could never fall in love
I could never be enough
So now we turn to drugs
I, barely even feel a buzz
All these painkillers that I been on
Can’t move my arm or it's falling off
No motivation to write a song
No motivation to live at all