Dying Light Orphan (Metal)

[Intro]
Cutting every night to try to see what's inside
The pain goes on while the color fades from your eyes
(I never asked for this, you fucking bitch)

[Verse 1]
And no matter what I do, nothing ever fucking changes
I've tried to leave it all behind but I still can't fucking shake it
I peel back my skin just to find some fucking answers
Just leave me alone so I can get better
You can tell by the look in my eyes that I'm face to face with the void inside
And where I reside in this dying light is where I hold onto you
I exist in two worlds but never really living in either
I sleep in a noose, swinging between hate and fear

[Chorus]
Take a moment to remember the place
Broken heart, spilling out
Still filled with hate
It will never suffice
I just want to let go of this life
But if I do, all my memories of you are lost in time

[Breakdown]
I replay the images
Bleak, grey colored lenses
Hollow to everything
I'm sending up a flare
I turn on myself
It's too much to bare
Excoriation disorder is the leading misorder to try to fix what isn't there
In this dying light, I reside and I hold on to you